Chocolate sugar rain!

I jst baked a chocolate butter cake! YAYYYY!!!

That is all..




pfftttttttttt nah no it's not! Actually it kinda is but i don't wanna be proven wrong.
So here comes the junk!

I have now a better understanding of life. Like seriously. I used to think life wasn't really worth living but now, well, i got some stuff figured out so meh.

I just had maggi mee for lunch. (just a funfact)

The weather is really really nice now. Not too hot, not too cold. Perfect for lying in the shade and watching the clouds. Hahahaha!

I actually just did that earlier on. It was fun.

Oh! I'm going to an orchestra performance on friday. It's gonna be so awesome. I'll take a pic of me holding a cup all english like. Just to show i'm classeh! =D

Ok, that's about wrap up the junk.

Unless you guys wanna know about my exams, which are already over.

Or about a deep dark secret that i'll never ever live down. Which i will obviously never tell. Unless someone asks and i'm drunk or feel like telling.

Or maybe you guys wanna know about something else. Meh.

From a spark

Shit. I have no idea what i've been doing for the past 5 months!
I've been going through a lot. Depression and stuff you know. Still stuck with it.

I'm broken. Fix me???

I actually didn't want to say this here but what the heck!
I'm in love. With one of the most perfect person alive (to me atleast) but it's just a one sided thing.
It's killing me! I mean i just realized that i loved the person for like a really long time now. It's been 3 years. Fuck! And ever since i realized i've been going through a lot of shit.

So, Apparently i've changed too ever since then. I've become angrier, more depressed and really easily irritated. I've also become less sociable. Like what is wrong with me!! All this for one person???!!!! It's unhealthy! But i just can't get that god damn smile out of my head!

This is frustrating! How do you tell a person you love them when you know they're gonna freak out. Shit.

I've been losing time for so long and i'm not gonna wait any longer!
Wait....... Yes i will. I've been waiting for 3 years.

Fuck

Reason has nothing to do with this!

Wow! Look at this. It's been months since the last post.

I WILL NOT APOLOGIZE!

So this whole month and stuff i've been down cause of a person and stuff. Yeah i won't go into detail bout that but i will say i'm still upset.

So lenka has been cheering me up for awhile.

It's hot outside now. I want it to be cloudy with a little drizzle.

London is within reach! I miss my sis =(

I wanna get drunk! I just wanna lose my senses.

DEAD BLOG!!!

Yup. My blogs dead and i'm proud of it. You know why?! Cause i have better things to do with my life rather than sit in front of the computer blogging ( which mainly means sitting in front of the computer reading manga.)

God what am i doing with my life................. I need a drink.

Yeah, i drink. WATER!!!!!!

But seriously, i really need a drink. I think i'm becoming an alcoholic. YOU CAN'T BLAME ME! IT'S THE STRESS!

You know life without alcohol would mean there wouldn't be any drunks and where there's no drunks there's no douchebags and when there's no douchebags there aren't any people to hate and when you have no one to hate you start hating yourself and when that happens people kill themselves.

Actually................ that would be kinda great cause then the world wouldn't have to be so polluted cause there will be less people. But then there will be bodies all over the streets and stuff.

There's no ending this world crisis is there...........

Happy new year. In other words, another year of hell.

2011 is gonna be a bitch. Nuff said

To hell with insecurities

2011 is on the verge of showing it's terrible evil cruel wrath to me. I don't wanna take bio!! It's gonna creep me out.

Anyways, Science stream is gonna suck. Arts is also gonna suck. Everything is gonna suck!!!!

but atleast i'm not gonna be alone!!!!! Thats right people! I convinced ash to come to science!! My own personal buddy!!!!! Ok maybe not buddy. Lets call her a personal "i won't be alone next year" buddy.

I hope everyone is gonna take Est. Omg EST IS SO FREAKING SIMPLE!!!! Another easy A. I love english. English is the best thing that ever happened to human language since the cavemen talk

ok i'm done....

BYE

A symphony of pure bliss

Yeah, I went to watch an orchestra. They were really amazing. It was great. I'm going back there someday.

Anyways, This thursday, Is the mid showdown between ever 15 year old and their lives!

Yeah i'm talking about the dreaded pmr results. Can you believe some people actually want to get their results sooner. NERDS!

Anyway, I'm referring that day as the "final boss".

Cause it's like all games where you beat it once and then your celebrating and it rises up again only this time way harder. Yeah, thats what this is. The first part is pmr, and then it dies and then comes back as spm!

Am i creative or what. Or maybe just random.

Didn't get to go on monday. Stupid dad. Being a jerk

So our schools gonna change management. Whoop-dee-doo

I personally hope that they make it better not make it crappier. ( Though it's quite hard to make it any crappier)

Have a new band to listen too. They aren't known much. Too bad i can't download their songs. Limewire finally got shut down by the law how many months ago.

Ok i'm done blabbering. Just an update. Nothing serious