From a spark

Shit. I have no idea what i've been doing for the past 5 months!
I've been going through a lot. Depression and stuff you know. Still stuck with it.

I'm broken. Fix me???

I actually didn't want to say this here but what the heck!
I'm in love. With one of the most perfect person alive (to me atleast) but it's just a one sided thing.
It's killing me! I mean i just realized that i loved the person for like a really long time now. It's been 3 years. Fuck! And ever since i realized i've been going through a lot of shit.

So, Apparently i've changed too ever since then. I've become angrier, more depressed and really easily irritated. I've also become less sociable. Like what is wrong with me!! All this for one person???!!!! It's unhealthy! But i just can't get that god damn smile out of my head!

This is frustrating! How do you tell a person you love them when you know they're gonna freak out. Shit.

I've been losing time for so long and i'm not gonna wait any longer!
Wait....... Yes i will. I've been waiting for 3 years.

Fuck